Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in cold_black_box's LiveJournal:

Sunday, January 16th, 2005
10:26 pm	bad gigs had a rubbish gig tonight. normally it makes me really down about everything i'm doing with my life but i'm not so bad tonight. hit myself over the head with the guitar a couple of times and i feel a bit dizzy, its quite entertaining. i've had a really really horrible week. taking the atf site down was really upsetting for lots of reasons. i've been too tired from not sleeping because of coughing and toothache and worrying and fell out with people lots which i hate. I had a really nice weekend though so its made it a bit better. There's nothing better than waking up with Linden . . . and playing nasty tricks on her sister was also really funny :) allthough i've got a feeling i'll regret it next time i stop over! having huge dilemas over james warner now. Im note enjoying it nearly as much as i should be and i'm not so sure its worth sticking it out. I might have a word with them tomorow about looking for someone else. . . argh. I think i'd rather just stick to one band and focus all my attention on that, but the trouble is if i do that with fallen friend its going to focusing on guitar when i'm a drummer . . . which isn't really going to do all that much good for my career. But James Warner isnt my kind of music. I suppose its not really a big deal and i'm gonna try and not loose any sleep over it, but i think fallen friend would allways win if i had to pick between the two because the musics my thing and linden (it really is great being in a band with your girlfriend!!) work tomorow, yuck i hate mondays. Its not so bad now i have my laptop to fiddle with, it helps pass the time!Can't complain though as its earning me a living. anyway enough pointless rambling . . . . Current Mood: (with a sore head) Current Music: queen - these are the days of our lifes (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 13th, 2005
10:24 am	driving had my first driving lesson in about 3 / 4 years this morning. It went really well :) my teachers really cool and sounds like the 'and i had to beat them to death with there own slippers' guy from waynes world. still feeling really down, think i'm starting to work out why though.so maybe everything will be ok soon. people piss me off.there's some things that just shouldn't be said / done. (not refering to you linden!!) i'll cheer up soon! i do apologise (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 11th, 2005
1:38 pm	feeling really down today. No idea why.... Just booked driving lessons!!Decided to go with BSM in the end, need to get it done quickly!! I think my bank acounts going to be empty now though :- Current Mood: pessimistic Current Music: The Killers - Indie Rock And Roll (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 4th, 2005
9:09 pm	i've got tooth ache.i'm not impressed. Its like dillinger escape plan, but as a tooth . . . . hmm possibly not one of my better analagys. more new fallen friend songs!! i think my writers block type things lifted again! I've been neglecting my drums hugely recently . . not really my fault as i have no sticks, but i should really start practicing again! Linden is STILL great. and i'm still overly happy most of the time. Maybe the tooth ache is from someone drilling my teath to stop me smiling . . (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 30th, 2004
8:51 pm	wow i'm talking to 5 girl drummers online, and thats it! in other news i'm evil :-< woo new fallen friend songs :-> (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
11:56 pm	*sigh* i'm in a wierd mood . . . i feel quite ill, i got some fairly bad news the other day, yet i'm so happy i might actually cry . . (yea emo dan! but the opposite . . .)The last 7 days have been amazing.It went like this : Wednesday : good day at work, fallen friend practice Thursday : Linden came over and stopped me being in a really bad mood (because shes impossible to be sad around . .) Friday : James Warner Battle of the bands, we didn't get through but it was such a cool set! I wanted to go straight back on afterwards, not felt like that in ages! Saturday : Was meant to be going to last stereomimics gig but me and linden got bored waiting around so we went back to hers and watched love actually. Then i got to sleep in a really comfortable bed! Sunday : Spent the morning with linden then had band practice, then went to the bless Monday : Work, then a gig at the flower pot, was really good :-> I only broke a strap and got a small graze on my arm Tuesday : Gig in Leicester, the best fallen friend gig yet i think! We had a wall of death, craig, mark and joe being awsome, me rolling on the floor and linden actually being happy with the set after!!Then linden came back to mine and we watched the canterbury tales, it was really good. Wednesday : I was ill so didn't go to work, but spent to day cuddling with linden, then had fallen friend practice and wrote some more of the new song. Its not bad. so yea pretty happy! Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: Blink 182 - Stockholm Syndrome (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 11th, 2004
12:52 pm	dreams last night i dreamt i got arthritis so bad i couldn't walk and i had to get around by crawling on the floor. It was horrible. Then i dreamt linden cheated on me which was even worse! The moral of this story is dont eat lots of sugar before you go to bed! didn't get into the final of the battle of the bands last night, but i'm really not bothered, we played the most amazing set ever (and i dont care that that sounds big headed cos i'm really proud).Lucy was incredible! seeing linden everyday till thursday :-> i'm really really sad about dimebag darrel being shot, i read a full article on it and it made me cry. I'm not even that much of a fan, but i find it really disturbing that someone can be shot and killed for trying to entertain people.the world really can be crap at times, Current Mood: sad Current Music: thrice - staring at the sun (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 9th, 2004
11:01 am	Woo i got a merit in my music theory exam! Only 6 marks off a distinction, but i would have been happy with a pass. Its nice to have another 'official' qualification. I bought a pink poison the well t-shirt.I think it makes me look really gay, but linden likes it so i'll put up with wearing it now and then :-).Linden = great Its the next heat of the battle of the bands tomorow.I'm not really too bothered about getting throught, the last one was really good, so hopefully this will be too.Would be nice to get some money too . . Current Mood: groggy Current Music: my mum listning to the radio . . (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, December 6th, 2004
5:10 pm	yes, it is me . . . Current Mood: devious Current Music: killswitch engage - rose of sharyn (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 5th, 2004
2:53 pm	nice weekend :-) My interview yesterday went really well :->. Allthough when i was leaving i bumped into someone i thought was in the band who actually wasn't, so i looked quite stupid. But then thats nothing new! Yourcodenameis:milo were really really good!But the 2 bands before were really boring and quite lame.I'm not normally harsh about bands but the first band were a pile of shit.And the singer looked like matt belamy, only with different hair. . . he used a black manson too.The bass player was damn ugly! Bit of a rant there sorry. Tried to watch a certain film with a certain person on friday, but the certain person got quite scared of the certain film so we had to stop. Can't say any more than that or i will get hurt . . . quote of the week (from linden): "i've told you before, no playing with tramps!" Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: ycni:m - the problem (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 4th, 2004
1:25 am	- now- 01. wearing?: long sleave t-shirt thing and baggy blue plastic trouser things 02. listening to?:james warner - the itch 03. thinking of?: linden 04. feeling?: kinda tired and quite happy - Last Thing You.. - 01. bought?: random junk food before band practice 02. did?: watched films and ate chocolate with linden 03. ate & drank?: toast + tea 04. read?: my acounts thing 05. watched on tv?: punk'd - Either Or - 01. club or houseparty? house party 02. tea or coffee?: TEA 03. high achiever or easy-going?: erm somewhere in the middle, i have high expectations for myself, but never quite reach them! 04. beer or cider?: beer 05. drinks or shots?: shots 06. cats or dogs?: i like both :-) 07. single or taken?: taken 08. pen or pencil?: pencil 09. gloves or mittens?: mittens (with drums on!) 10. food or candy?: savoury food (im guessing thats what that meens . .) 11. cassette or cd?: cd 12. snuff or cigarettes?: neither 13. coke or pepsi?: pepsi, gets me all hyper 14. hard or mild alcohol?: hard 15. matches or a lighter?: matches, more fun to throw at people 16. sunset beach or the bold and the beautiful?: in england here :-P 17. rickie lake or oprah winfrey?:neither, there nothing compared to trisha! - Who Do You Want To.. - 01. kill?: no one i can mention on here 02. shag?: ahem . . hehe 03. slap?: erm no one! 04. hear from?: i've heard from everyone i want to hear from today :) 05. get really wasted with?: linden and joe!! that was fun 06. tickle?: linden 07. look like?: simon pegg ;) 08. be like?:geoff 09. avoid?: anyone i owe money to . . - Favorite - 01. food?: not really a food person . . 02. drink?: alcoholic = whisky non alcoholic = anything with lots of sugar 03. color?: sparkly blue 04. album?: either queen - greatest hits 1 or muse - origin of symetry 05. shoes?: i only have 2 pairs and neither of them are that good . . 06. site?: www.iwillpress.com 07. dance?: crazzy hyper dance 08. song?: at the moment thursday - jet black new year 09. vegetable?: peas 10. fruit?: bananna 11. berry?: strawberry booooored . . . Current Mood: bored Current Music: james warner prophecies - rough mixes of songs (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 2nd, 2004
12:20 pm	raa i'll be very glad when todays over. At least then my decision will be made (re:brighton) and i wont be able to go back on it.I hate indecisivness!(or however you spell it ) If i dont go it meens i have loadsa spare cash to buy my new drums with :->!!!!! Interviewing people soon, i'm kinda nervous! I need to fill in some forms to take photos of paul beresford from ycni:m, pain in the ass! Saw the first proper photos of me playing guitar with fallen friend, my mouth seems to be open alot . . strange. Current Mood: content Current Music: thrice - hoods on peregrine (1 Comment |Comment on this)